Funny how much things can change in so little time. I didn't realize how much my going to Europe the last time had changed me, but it really did. I can't focus on certain things that used to not bother me. I'm so all over the place...it's not a bad thing, except at work. I just cannot deal with having a job these days, I go crazy, I fake sick all the time, I fuck off and never even do the job I'm paid to do. For now, I'm just quiting, but I'm pretty sure any job I take will end up the same. It all just seems like such a waste of time and energy. I'd rather scrounge and have fun than work and waste this life.